My Blue Heaven

Two sides twist and then collide
You’re calling off the guards
I am coming through
Adulteress conditioned to a spin cycled submission…

“You know, sometimes it just feels better to give in”

It felt better to give in.
But it’s all too familiar
And it happens all the time
All the cards begin to stack up
Twisting heartache into fine little pieces that avoid an awful crime
Still it’s you I can’t deny…
A dull heat rises from the sheets
See, I’m both
A patient boy… and a jealous man

Am I coming through?

My double standardized suspicion is remedied,

Oh remedy,

My blue heaven

My sweet surrender

My blue heaven

(Take two of these then call me in the morning)

Most times it’s just easier to give in.
I was easier to give in.
So that’s just what I did and now as
We swing and we sway
This tiny voice in my head starts to sing

“You’re safe child, you are safe.”

You’re safe child, you are…
Is this all too familiar?
Does it happen all the time?
I’m just asking you to hear me...
Could you please,

Just once,

My blue heaven

Just hear me…

More than anything you wanted to be right…
You want more than anything to be right
Still it’s you…